Almost a year

Can you believe its been almost a year since I have wrote anything on a blog? I hardly believe it myself. I could give you a thousand reasons why that is so, and yet none of them matter in the least. I'd love to say my life is shockingly different or happier now, it is not. The truth is, its the same as its been. The truth is, I need to get back on the bandwagon of doing the things that I love because something has got to give. Truly, I need to be me again to be happy and I haven't been for a while. Perhaps I need to revamp this place and smile more....